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Friday, November 28, 2008 ; 1:36 AM ♥

Hello everyone. I wanted to post yesterday, seriously, but I came back feeling too tired to do anything... It was my first day (or rather night) of work you see. Okay so sorry yeah? I'm currently feeling kinda mixed, like, both happy and upset?...

Yesterday I well can't remember what I did in the morning... Oh yes. Woke up late for some reason, guess I'm just lazy. Then skipped breakfast... Not much of an appetite these days (don't ask me why) and yeah only to find out we were going out for lunch to celebrate my aunt's birthday in advance. So yeah I went and I felt soo full okay. But yeah it was nice meal I guess. Happy early birthday! :) Oh didn't eat dinner anyway so ya, haha two meals.;)

Then after that I went to work... first day at the job, and it was pretty okay. (People out there if you're still job-hunting don't ask me for reccommendations 'cos I'm helping my mum yeah?;) ) But think it's only temporary so yeah. I even learnt new skills and things, yay. ^^v Yup and haha actually I didn't wanna take any salary 'cos after all it's helping my mum but well she insisted. So :). Okay I even heard some guys smiled at me 'cos I was like playing around at the job haha. Yes, I was... haha, so what? When work is play, work is not work but still work. Weeeee~ Get it? :) Okay I seriously don't know what's wrong with me, don't ask. :)

Okay well since vivek's post was uber looong I think mine would not be deemed too long right? ;)

Let's talk about today. Oh God, at first, it was horrid. Woke up at like 10am when I set an alarm at 7am -.- So yeah thought I would go out with Kim today but, well, nope. And it so called was the problem.

Hey, it's not that I'm really angry or anything (don't get me wrong). It's just that, why does it happen so many times? Sometimes it can get frustrating... you know that? Well I think you do 'cos I already told you. Yes, I did express my unhappiness. Would you have rather I put on a smiley facade and talk behind your back to others? I believe the answer is no right? And no I did not mean to hurt you if I did... I'd never want to do that. It's just that I am kind of tired with all this... If I didn't say how I really feel I think I might have just exploded inside. I just didn't know how to deal with my emotions, I ended up writing a draft (okay I'm becoming more like vivek=/). I hope you don't take it the wrong way. What do you mean you're not a good friend? Whether you're a good friend or not is up to others to decide, and up to you to prove. So prove it, if you want to be a good friend. That's all that's important, okay? I guess well we're closer friends than that, so I shouldn't have hid any heartfelt feelings from you. So smile, kay.:) I'd leave you to think about anything you want to, be it your own problems or what not. If you need to talk to someone about it, you can turn to me. Piglet's shoulder is always here for you to lean on. But ya I don't want to think about this thing anymore...I am tired. But if you really need me just tell me I'd be there for you okay?

Okay some digression there. Well I went to _ . I hope everything goes well ya...:) I feel blessed. ^^ Yup then after I went to shop with my sis!! Yay I didn't realise that shopping with her alone can be fun haha. :) I bought some things for her too haha so cute.:) But ya couldn't shop for so long 'cos I needed to work. Ya but today was kind of slacking... =/ But ya I played alot with my sis.^^ Lol I didn't care if people were looking. Ya and OH I played a board game with my aunt and mum lol I didn't know they could be so funny and fun to play with. Lol when my aunt rolled a double 1 I laughed okay! She was like WTH... Okay I'm laughing just thinking about it. :D And even funnier, when she rolled a 5, then re-rolled giving some lame(sorry:P) excuse in the hopes of getting a higher no. and rolled another 5! I was like LOL. And yeah, she lost. HAHA. Well sorry, but it is funny... :) ^^ You can say for that instance it took my troubles away.

Okay, it seems that the people around me are like getting really nice and sweet yeah? ;) You all show the true value of life, and that is of love in all her forms. Haha. :) I love love okay! And ya ppl are so sweet, okay... ^^ Just hope it's not just a short, quick, feeling that would soon fade. Love should be everlasting, true? ^^ And it should go deeper than superficial, for all its worth. Yes? :) Take care, everyone.

Love,
Rah♥

Sometimes words sound as though they serve to hurt, but in truth it hurts the one who says it...

A life filled with uncertainties, bitterness and happiness, is one I have.

Oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAO WEI :)