Hello everyone^^ Today was a pleasant day! Well except for in the morning... I had terrible cramps!!

I woke up at like 5 plus in the morning and it was really tormentinggg:( I tossed and turned for like more than 3 hours... drifting off to sleep then waking up again due to the pain for a few times:( Went to the toilet for three times though it was of no use... *sigh*=.= Then ate the miracle pill (lol) then it only took effect after like an hr =.=" after which I finally could rest! It was tiring... and painful. I even tried resting with my head on the bed while kneeling on the ground! @.@ Oh and the pain would spread to my legs! My sis doesn't get that just me:( Okay my thighs were aching really bad okayyy I wanted to cryyyy!!! :(((

Such is the torture I have to go through almost every month *sigh*... Sometimes I think guys are just really lucky. I think I need to eat the evening primrose oil. Stop forgetting rah!!!! *slaps* Okay sorry for the ranting here...

Okay well after went to collect the edusave award haha lucky I didn't go there right on time or else I would have to wait for so long... smart eh:D Dad and mum went too haha so did sean's :) Erm well it was kind of boring and well we all didn't talk much:( Well then mummy went to work and... daddy dah and I went to source for... :D

Rabbits!! ^^ heh!

Okay I saw a dwarf rabbit and it is simply adorable!! ^^ Heh it looked so small and cute:) And well why the sudden interest? Well I don't really know think dada influenced me.:) Hmm oh we've done our research on rabbits and how to care for them... Am I prepared for a commitment? I think so. :) okay but it was really pricey... ouch.:( I'll think about it first and look around elsewhere!!


Haha cute right? :D See the rabbit wants me:( Heh lol I am lame.

Oh ya then I didn't know it would be so coincidental or more like I didn't know I would see him there haha it was the right place, I knew but who knew I would walk past him haha:) And we stared at each other for a while... I think he was surprised to see me. Then I smiled at him and waved and he smiled back!! He was sitting on a chair and I just looked at him I don't know why then I thought, EH? Cannot be ba... so coincidental? Then he just turned and looked lol^^ Haha weird but it was cool:)

Okay byebye everyone I think I am going to do some sewing and other stuff maybe play games heh take care!:)

Love,
Rah♥

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If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
1. I'd wish to be more confident of myself... (: The necklace is a first step^^
2. I'd wish for all those less fortunate than me to find the happiness like that of mine, that of family and friends.^^
3. I'd wish for the welfare and safety for those I love...

Hey... three wishes is definitely not enough!! I'd pray for moreeee!!:)

Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
Hmm. Haha I think I can say I'm pretty sure that I am real. I am as real as the feelings and emotions I have, like the hurt or happiness I'd feel. I think the greatest indication of reality is the emotions that you are put through. Well but sometimes you feel hurt in your dream too... like one I had last night of you shouting at me...Hah. But well emotions let me know I am real.

Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
Well... if we were to be afraid, then how would we live our life? What if we spent every day worrying when possibly the next day could be our last? Sure, I do think about what lies ahead of me and sometimes there are insecurities and such... Like, would the happiness last? Would I get hurt at the end of the day? But well I think I'd live everyday cherishing everything that I have, for each day is a gift from God himself:)

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Well, it depends on what kind of change it is. If it is a change for the better, like patience, understanding, the learning of how to truly love a person, then why not? But well I think you should still stay true to yourself... I'm sure if he or she truly loves you he'd love you for who you are right? Not who you'll become. But well a relationship with someone you truly love is a journey of self-discovery in itself so change is inevitable.:)

Do you believe in Love?
Yes. Love is the most powerful and moving thing on this earth.^^ It goes past sweet feelings or butterflies in stomachs. It means truly caring and wanting to keep that person safe and never getting hurt... Love means protecting the person from any sort of harm. Sometimes it even means making sacrifices for the one you love. Sometimes it means you have to get hurt... But at the end of the day I guess it's worth it.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Wait... as in wait for him to love me back the way I do to him? I think I can only truly love someone when I've felt his love for me... If not I don't know if I have the courage to continue loving or waiting... Yes, I'm afraid of getting hurt. I guess I'm truly vulnerable inside. If it's the other sort of wait like he loves me but we can't be together as yet, I'd be prepared to wait as long as it takes for us to be together.

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
LOL fa's answer is really cute ^^ Hmm. *thinking* Well not really. Well there are some things=/ :(... (private) but I try not to let them affect me too much. SMILE:)

Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
Hmm... Like? Well yes I guess... Not now no. I don't like anyone atm. :) I love someone. Do I get butterflies when I'm with him??? At times:) But well if you truly love someone you'll learn to be comfortable around him.

Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
LOL fa's keeps referring to her dog... Yeah, sure, of course.

Who are currently most important people to you?
Erm... my family, i.e daddy, mummy, big bro, second bro, DADA!:D And of course my friends (EEYORE, pooh, tigger, pig, fafa:D) and you know who you are^^

Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
Erm, what do u mean fa? Haha noble fa? Erm let me think... well it's complicated.

Are you happy with your life?
Lol fa~ :D Yup I think I thank God for being so blessed to be born in such a wonderful family and to be born healthy:) And I'm grateful for the people around me who mould and shape my life and me and fill my life with ups and downs haha:P

Would you give your all in a relationship?
Cy is straight-forward in this one. Erm yes I would... but I'd try to be conscious of what is happening... But yes I'd try my best to make both of us happy^^ That's most important.

If you were to go on Mars to meet some friendly Martians, what would you bring along as a gift?
LOL Dairymilk choc??? Hahaha:D erm. Fa is this your own question? A dead dove? Hahaha=X kidding... hmm I'm the greatest gift I could find:P lol zzz...

Do you often wish there was something you could change?
=/... smile fa:) Erm not really. But a reconciliation would be nice. *hint* Slowly but surely...:)

What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?
LOL aura??o.o Wow weird qn indeed... Erm physically? His face la duh where else?o.o

If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?
I'd be shocked... and well... cry my heart out... And then the healing process begins I guess...

Hello I know I have the quiz I am supposed to do but I wanna blog about something else now... Maybe I'll do it another day ya fa? :)

Okay in this post I am going to talk about my dreams last night!! :) Okay I dreamt of exhilarating and exciting things!! But well there was an element of well, hurt in it but I don't want to talk about it... It's something I have to deal with and I just hope I'll stop thinking of all this erm... whatever. *Sigh*

Okay I dreamt that there was a class field trip to kuala lumpur! Lol so weird huh the bus ride was really long and I don't know why I sat at the back alone and away from my friends. =/? Well then we reached and we came to this weird dark place where there was fighting to be done hahaha:D I realised then that I was a ninja! Haha I think I am playing too much games eh...:D Naruto to be precise:P Yeah it was like the mugenjo hahaha I know I am so talking nonsense but it felt really real la.. Which is good at some pt but bad at others... *sigh*

Okay well we fought or smth until there were only me and another big guy left haha and our mission was to kill this like grizzly bear(must be symbolising pooh! :P) So weird huh. Yeah kay btw I got to be the final two by sheer luck haha but then oh I defeated the bear... and I don't know how I managed to=.= hahaha... super rah:D

Ya then okay after that it was even weirder I was in this "largest man-made cave in the world" (what the?? I heard a man telling me that in my dream=.=) and I hung from a rope to swing back and forth!! That was the so-called prize!! Like what? Why can't I have like free ice cream or smth... or a golden ticket to willy wonka's chocolate factory!! :DD Haha. Plain random ehhh...

Okay okay so what a weird dream eh:) But well at least it was less scary than the one I had where I was in a house full of zombies=.=! I think I'm too imaginative at times... rmb me being a fairy? Haha...

Wait, but that's not it. I dreamt of smth else... or more like someone else. This is really weird but cool... I dreamt of vivek in India! Hahaha... I went to visit him and for some strange reason he was in different roles and outfits (okay you guys must be confused now but nvm) hahaha that was funny... but really really fun!

Okay but I think that's too much for one night both physically and emotionally... ...

Sweet dreams everyone:D

Rah♥

Hello pooh said she'd only update if I did so here's my post. :) okay hmm don't know what to write.:) erm oh ya went to malaysia on wednesday i think and it was nice^^ lol my sis and bro are playing miniclip now so funny:)

Oh then went to help mummy the day after it was tired but okay I guess it was nice helping her^^ Plus I had my psp to play when I was bored:) naruto is really fun:D

Then yesterday went to watch a movie with sean wanted to catch yes man but instead caught Igor instead... The movie was alright, quite funny at times:) overall okay show especially the touching elements of it:) lucky I had a nice companion at my side though^^ yup but before that looked around at shops selling figurines and games and stuff wow some figurines are really coool but they're really expensive x.x Felt like I was in a museum haha :P It was fun exploring:D oh ya he piggybacked me haha it was really weird I was slipping off but I admit it was kind of fun:P oh and sorry for being like that I promise I'll share with you everything okay? Oh thanks for the christmas gift too I really like it. ^^ Looking forward to your letter!

Oh hmm I asked my aunt about volunteering at rainbow since I had free time and I couldn't find a job (sobs... :'( ) but my aunt asked if I was up to it for it wouldn't be easy... that some kids there are hard to care for... but that would mean they needed help all the more wouldn't it? But am I really up to it?? Maybe I'd go and see how things are, and give it a try. Just wondering if I'd be more of a hindrance than a help *sigh*... =/

Hmm all I know is that I don't want to stay cooped up at home using the com or watching the tv all day long... Anyone have wanna join me for activities?? Jogging? Cycling? :( oh ya but I think we'll be having a little slumber party soon planning going on now heh.

Pooh!! Cy!! Pig!! Eeyore!! (: sorry piglet is being lame. Heh.

Tata~♥

Oh vivek come back will you!!! Oh and thanks rasina for the really neat gift!^-^

Hello everyone I am really tired... well so are my feet. But it can also be said to be a fun experience...:):) Updated since my sis did. Got bored of the psp...

Worked today at orchard gave out flyers:) thanks sean for the recommendation yeah ;) It happened to be for singtel haha so I saw red and white the whole day. Well we kinda got lost many times today it was kind of like an amazing race:P Haha. Hmm... it was quite nice actually to give out flyers quite a simple job(especially with sean doing all of the explanation...thanks^^) and yeah I smiled the whole time okay... :):) lol... Oh oh sean and I had to be the ones to stand at the starhub side... we got chased off in a matter of time! Like hey... I am paid to give out the flyers not gu yi wanna steal starhub's customers okay... =.= relax man

Oh oh and ya haien haishien sean and I were like packing flyers in bags and giving them out like some factory way la hahaha... that was kinda neat. :) But then after that time I felt quite tired alr... But I persisted and managed to give out a whole stack! :) Yay!!!... *yawns*...

Okay well btw I'm looking elsewhere for a job now:) Okay my legs hurt... :( Byebye wanna go sleep now zzz... need to work tmr still.

Love, rah.❤

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Hii okay I have been MIA for like pretty long. Well I have been pretty busy or well just couldn't get the chance to post maybe. Well I spent about two days painting my room and clearing out my stuff and yet the place is still an entire mess gosh...well i mean the area outside my room:( My room is really clean now at least:) But the painting is still not done hai:( Will have to do it during the weekends. Okay but it was quite fun clearing though tiring...

Yup then oh the next day stayed at home, played the psp and oh played badminton at the porch then well in the evening there was a power-cut!! Like what!! Then well ate dinner in the darkness haha we were looking for candles haha. Candlelit dinner eh romantic:D Haha then well played uno stacko hahaa didn't play for ages it was totally fun^^ Yay it was like so suspenseful!!! Played with candles beside of course. Wow now I understand what vivek went through! Well partly... haha. Okok then after played more badminton!! This time at the playground. There's like no one there at night so it's peaceful^^ It was nice getting away from technology and stuff for a change... :) Yup then oh I want to jog in the mornings haha so does my maid haha not really my sis though. But oh yeah I realise that my stamina really sucks... =.=

Okay then the yesterday I went to asveeny's house to play badminton but haha was lazy to bring the rackets :P Then haha asv chased me!! Lol... oh ya we went for a jog too haha went to piggy's house and I think he was snoozing zzz haha. Then entered pooh's house watched tv hahaha really funny shows laa. The guy was so toot right!!! Hahahaha... And some parts were just gross okay... even though it was censored I was still disturbed okay.. Random but sean's really sweet. ^^ Okay digression haha... kay then ate a late lunch...the food was nice thanks^^ then piggy finally came after 4 hours. Then yeah watched him eat, talked talked then took pics! ^^ Haha... oh will post them later. Am too lazy:)

Kay after went to vivo with dah hf and sw and watched quarantine waaa the show is like really freaky haha and nice!!^^ Okay but like it was really thrillinggg. Lol sw slept for awhile okay what a waste right?! He said he had a headache...but ya I felt quite giddy too... But still the show is really nice!:) hahaha hf and his rabies (hmm correct spelling?=/) kay then ya went to shop awhile after but hey sw didn't get us a gift yet nor did I get him one. What a waste right? The shops were closed:( Ahh nvm I'll just buy all the gifts at once^^ Hmm what to get :)

Okay then ya as hf said, saw tyrus working there haha:D when I was buying popcorn he saw me...lol ladies man eh... haha. But ya he looked cute in his uniform haha with the bear trainee tag^^ Sw so daring took his photo when his colleagues were like just there? Hahaha:) and hf bought a gummy for $3! Wow so ex huh... haha but yeah to see tyrus la haha!

Okay then today went out with sean took neoprints and watched the four christmases it is a really funny christmas show hahaha... refreshing^^ check it out:) Oh thanks for the necklace it's really pretty and thanks for the confidence that comes along with it^^ really thoughtful of you. And thanks for the choc it was really sweet (both ways) ^^Oh and ya for the job too:) may go for the interview for u know what:) I'll see how things go. Oh and on the 23 of aug, I'll hear what you asked for...*fingers crossed*i'd remember.

Oh god my chest is hurting right now... it's been days:( Don't know what's wrong. Hope I don't have to go to the hospital like my bro did. He got a lot of blood taken! I don't want to faint again...:( But it hurts everytime I breathe deeply. Please go away...:(

Kay can't wait for asv's birthday party^^ Hope it'd be fun:) Yay early wishes girl;)) You'll get a surprise^^ (I hope) *fingers crossed* Alrighty then it's been a long post. Byee!♥

...Omg I have to call my mum now to tell her about my pain... my bro wants me to go to the hospital:'( please no I don't want to go.

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